Christmas 2008 2:28pm - New York City - In Bed
Woke up at 1:30pm, ate Cheerios and crawled back to bed. Turned on my itunes, listenig to Vivaldi Concerto in G for 2 Guitars; reading ‘Ten Lectures on the Use of Medicinals from the Personal Experience of Jiao Shu De’ and ‘Case Studies on Pattern Identification from the Personal Experience of Jiao Shu De’. I am stunned and amazed at this Master herbalist and physician; what knowledge and insight; utterly brilliant! Reading these books makes me realize what an amature I am, how lacking I am, how much farther I have to go before I can truly call myself a good doctor.
Chinese medicine is all about understanding subtleties and basics. These are two very different things. Without a very strong foundation in basic knowledge one can never hope to unearth the subtleties of this medicine. It is my contention that one gains mastery only by studying and restudying (perhaps forever) the basics. Then the subtleties become apparant and appear like visions out of the air; one can call them epiphanies.
So, it is via this revelation that my knowledge is infintesimal that I have become inspried. I am inspired to continue to study herbal medicine diligently so that I can hope that one day I can be a truly effective physician, an effective interpreter of the language of Chinese medicine with all its subtle intonations and multi colored phrases.
I have come to understand that being a good doctor requires a lifelong commitment to arduous study and great sacrafice. But is it really a sacrafice to engage wholeheartedly on a journey which will enable one to arrive at a destination where the true service of others can be realized? I think not!
I bid you all well on your collective journey to parent-hood. Enjoy your meal, your family, your friends, your lives and know, deep in your heart and feel the comfort that comes from the warmth of this knowledge that I am home in bed on Christmas day studying medicine because I am commited to serving you.
Peace and love.
mike berkley
